As Circumstance

The Most Played Song in My Ipod, enough make me Slapped My self to be Sober *BANG !!!* Instead I Was Shoot my Brains :'(

2 a.m., where do I begin?
Crying off my face again
The silent sounds of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again

Too afraid to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night
But the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me 'til I fall asleep

I'm a ghost of a girl that I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl that I used to know well

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again

Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me and the lonely

Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you?
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in to take my heart again

The Lonely - Christina Perry

Almost a Years

 Are you My Friend?

Heyhooo..

Ouch.. finally I write again on this very not important pages:)) but it's Like remind me how lazy I am * no doubt*..

BLOGGING is always interesting me but only in my head as I'm not a good Writer ever, I did reads many blog which is my friend's blogs or from out sources and then always end up with promises to myself  I'll do My own Blog *HaH !!* yeah that's all only Promises to Promises :D

and Now after almost A year on off and sometime just stop by I'm back, I need little distracting from my Real F**K'n life which is not to Brightly couples months Backward a.k.a I was on crack, upside down and so messed *huffttt..ahhhh don't care anymore ( shut up your bloody  mouth !!!!)

So forget all the craps above, I'm just shared my not very exciting life :) then I say to my self " Welcome Again"

Friday so Not In  Love :) @ office