I think it’s time to let you go. and that’s so hard to do because some part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life.
but the daydreaming , the running in place, is not healthy.
so this is me cutting the cord. this is me doing what I should have done months ago : saying goodbye.
Today I embrace the memory of my past, and feel grateful for all that life has given me. I acknowledge that i did the best I could at the time, and now I’m ready to let it go. I clear my future road ahead for miracles and happy surprises.
I will never regret you, or say I wish I’d never met you, because once upon a time , you were exactly what I needed.
and what you’ll never know is the war I fought, with my self, to not give up on you. but if you did, I’m certain you wouldn’t understand it. because that’s what it is like inside when heart and mind are enemies. war. and one has to lose.
I must make a decision that I am going to move on. It won’t happen automatically, I will have to risen up and say ‘ I don’t care how hard this is, I don’t care how dissapointed I am, I’m not going to let this get best of me. I’m moving on with my life’
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