Little Pray to Heaven

I've heard someone was talking about shell today, yeah the harder shell outside, the softer inside.
I think I can understand what is it.
Today is the last day in November, My Sweet November, My November Rain and lots of November for Me.
So many happened in the past time, so many memories racing out without care what this little heart feeling.
I was fell in love in November once..still actually but it's bearable now.
I was met My best friend for the last time in November..still crying about it often.
it' so sad you know. but I know I will okay.
so many things in my head but I should not thinking to hard, stressing not my forte at this stage.

I sent a little prayer Today for who the one has got away..I wish another November will be sweeter.

Sweet November when it's Rainy

Hi Dear,

Been so long not to have some thought typed on this lifeless pages but who care,
it's November and Rain season have a kick out one there,
November will be my sweet month where so much happened in the past time and I will always remanding it every years for the sake of hearts and feeling.

last months been so great and early this month was the peak of it.
I have found my self back and gaining my confident back, I have pass my Insecurity, I've become more pierce and lighter in the heart and mind, I let it go my fear and came to conclusion that life only once and you should grateful for all of that.

I did y confession though. I told Him what I feel and why I had to tell him everything, I knew he was bit surprised and his reply just as sweet as his smile, damnn his smile not sweet at all actually..lol
that boyish smile will haunting me but will never make me scared anymore.

I've got my piece of a peace, peace in mind at least, heart is still learning to forget I think, but it's ok.
if they say start again when you feel ready, I will say I will never ready but in little hop I will start again and let see what life bring, what another surprise I would get later.

I will live to the fullest, I'll give my heart more to cry and to laugh, hurt will be but I realize that how's life processing you to be who are you. people make mistake so do I, perfect imperfection.

so My Dear let's get to the next adventure of life!!

I love you My self.

Always. 

"The One"

Tell me,
Tell me that you want me,
And I’ll be yours completely
For better or for worse.

I know,
We’ll have our disagreements,
Be fighting for no reason.
I wouldn’t change it for the world.

‘Cause I knew
The first day that I met you
I was never gonna let you,
Let you slip away.

And I
Still remember feeling nervous
Trying to find the words to
Get you here today.

You make my heart feel like it’s summer
When the rain is pouring down.
You make my whole world feel so right when it’s wrong.
That’s how I know you are the one.
That’s why I know you are the one

Life
It’s easy to be scared of.
With you I am prepared for
What is yet to come.

‘Cause our two
Hearts will make it easy
Joining up the pieces
Together making one.

You make my heart feel like it’s summer
When the rain is pouring down
You make my whole world feel so right when it’s wrong
That’s how I know you are the one
That’s why I know you are the one

When we are together you make me feel like my mind is free and my dreams are reachable, whoa
You know I never ever believed in love, I believed one day that you would come along and free me

You make my heart feel like it’s summer
When the rain is pouring down
You make my whole world feel so right when it’s wrong

That’s how I know you are the one
That’s why I know you are the one
That’s why I know you are the one
That’s how I know you are the one