Thursday, February 15, 2018

Having a Coke with You

Frank O’Hara
is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz,
     Bayonne
or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona
partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier
     St. Sebastian
partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for
     yoghurt
partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches
partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and
     statuary
it is hard to believe when I’m with you that there can be anything
     as still
as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front
     of it
in the warm New York 4 o’clock light we are drifting back and forth
between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles
and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint
you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them
I look
at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in
     the world
except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it’s
     in the Frick
which thank heavens you haven’t gone to yet so we can go together
     the first time
and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care
     of Futurism
just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or
at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that
     used to wow me
and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them
when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when
     the sun sank
or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn’t pick the rider
     as carefully
as the horse
it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience
which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I am telling you
     about it

Saturday, February 10, 2018

Day 41th - 100 Days Journey

Helloooohhh...

I'm back to this February season if I'm Lucky it can be Love Season..hahaha
I don't think so actually, just referring one particular date on this month as usual for lovey dovey and mushy things in human being history, guess please!! Ha!
if you can't guessed I will tell the clue, uhmm Pink and Cliche. yeahh it's not science rocket right?? just the Damn of Valentine Day *eyes rolling*.

Anyway it's been almost 6th weeks buddy!! hell yeah that really long time for someone like me who struggle to make an end about Body insecurity.
this lost weight journey make me little crazy but under control, the things bit annoying me is a guilty feeling which always haunted after got little nice food, counting the calories not really helping because the feeling always made me want to do something bad, I know I have to tough, always reminding my head to be conscious all the time and always being grateful. the way make it less torture is doing more moves and exercise huftt..
couple days backward little harder when my body not really feeling well *Damn...Allergic!*
I have to be stay positive in anythings, so I think this is just how my body tell me to make little change and not to hard to myself. really thinking about it but I know I'm still on the track and it just another challenge to do. booyah!!

No Picture again this time but I'll do soon.hope this little post keep me stay motivated.

I'll be back soon...
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